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[fatalism]

dying shouldn't be enjoyable, it's the promise of silence that is

[nullificates]

disagree. i've had close encounters. as long as it doesn't hurt, it's fine.

[fatalism]

close just not close enough to get yourself out of my life and plans

[nullificates]

fortunately or unfortunately?

[fatalism]

it depends on my mood

[nullificates]

accurate.

by the way just invite chuuya to dinner i can buy a muzzle if anything

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[fatalism]

[ wait what ]

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[fatalism]

why would i do that

[nullificates]

he likes red wine, being called short, and long walks on the beach

[fatalism]

are you reading my conversation with your godling

[nullificates]

not mine not at all mine nope nope nope

i saw it briefly, but mostly i can read his face really well

[fatalism]

your denial carries less weight given the fact you're right there with him

[nullificates]

as per an agreement. i can breathe the same air as him if it helps us come home, no worries.

ill live

[fatalism]

you're both almost as annoying as gogol right now

[nullificates]

but nikol is cute.

[fatalism]

are you going to flirt with gogol?

[nullificates]

why is he flirting with me

i cant tell

[fatalism]

if he wants to kill you then probably

[nullificates]

oh then he must be in love with you

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[fatalism]

[ no. ]

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[fatalism]

you speak of love and flirting and sex, and all those petty human moments that really reduce someone to their most basic self.

are you that much in need of stimuli?

[nullificates]

what's wrong with being basic?

i like it, what can we do.

[fatalism]

why can't you like music playing or something else?

[nullificates]

that's you, not me. i like skin.

[fatalism]

it's hot and damp and messy and uncomfortable