[And Chuuya might have underestimated how much all of this would affect Dazai, because with the empathetic bond open wide between them, he's drowning in everything he's making the other man feel. He shudders visibly as the feelings of infatuation and love wash over him, and if he wasn't flushed from their activities and his earlier temper before, he certainly is now.
His nails dig into Dazai's chest, right over his heart, hard enough to break skin.] Fuck. Why is it... It's always you, isn't it?
[He hates him. He loves him. Dazai is an anchor point in Chuuya's world, a lodestone. That he needs him this much is enraging, but that he's still here is.... solace itself.
He grinds down on Dazai harder, dragging his nails down his chest with the force of his motions, squeezing his throat tight with each rise and fall. He isn't going to last, not like this, but he has no intention of letting Dazai off easy for being so damn--
(it is. part of him wonders why it is, after all - is it a flaw of dazai to use others, or is it a flaw of chuuya to simply not walk away? hardly matters. dazai can't argue. it's too much happening at the same time, the pleasure, the way his brain fights through it to breathe, and just how masochistically, he enjoys it. all he makes chuuya feel in return, a hand reluctantly leaving the hips it purples to bring chuuya's hair into a pull, all his strength, as he rides the waves of orgasm.
not that he is stopping, it's dry, contained. surprise, chuuya, things he can do with his own control.)
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His nails dig into Dazai's chest, right over his heart, hard enough to break skin.] Fuck. Why is it... It's always you, isn't it?
[He hates him. He loves him. Dazai is an anchor point in Chuuya's world, a lodestone. That he needs him this much is enraging, but that he's still here is.... solace itself.
He grinds down on Dazai harder, dragging his nails down his chest with the force of his motions, squeezing his throat tight with each rise and fall. He isn't going to last, not like this, but he has no intention of letting Dazai off easy for being so damn--
For being him.]
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not that he is stopping, it's dry, contained. surprise, chuuya, things he can do with his own control.)