Does it if you don't know it's a lie in the first place? Lying to myself is rather easy!
Ah, I myself am alright, just physically tired. I did take a loooooot of uppers to take care of all of you, so my dopamine levels were even lower than usual! I didn't feel like doing much.
[ One part genuine sympathy and one part contempt... Try not to regret vying for Gogol's attentions from now on. A terrible prize for a foolish game. ]
Since you don't feel like doing much at all should I take that to mean you don't want company? A penny for your thoughts!
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[ Sooo let's not unpack that one Dazai. ]
I think in this instance you could be honest. Lying becomes less effective when you do so too often.
cw drugs
Ah, I myself am alright, just physically tired. I did take a loooooot of uppers to take care of all of you, so my dopamine levels were even lower than usual! I didn't feel like doing much.
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[ One part genuine sympathy and one part contempt... Try not to regret vying for Gogol's attentions from now on. A terrible prize for a foolish game. ]
Since you don't feel like doing much at all should I take that to mean you don't want company? A penny for your thoughts!
cw drugs
cw drugs you shouldn't use recreationally also please stay in school kids
Opioid abuse at a birthday never hurt anybody... Kind of!
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Ah, Nikolai, you're the best!!!!!