Huh? You-you got it better than Before-You. You went to ask Chuuya a gazillion questions about it.
(it being, attraction, sex, communication, bonding, humanity. like dazai had flipped a switch of curiosity and misunderstanding altogether. truth be told, the kiss didn't solve anything, but to dazai, it made him happy regardless. he had WORKED for it, and now it came that easy? the world is truly unharmonious.)
I've been in restrains in hospitals my entire life, do you truly think I haven't done worse to myself?
I imagine the reasoning and circumstances were different enough that I required the input of your partner. [ attraction, sex, communication, bonding, humanity—are such difficult things for fyodor to parse through in regards to himself having foregone such things since early on in his life. all those that presented vulnerability and weakness.
perhaps being shot had been good for him.
there may have been, something in the way dazai looked at him that day on the bridge that caused fyodor to kiss him. it hadn't been experienced or soft or what kisses were supposed to be; that is perhaps why he wants to take it back. he's not thinking of trying again, the answer...
his eyes sweep over dazai. ] There are different ways of injuring someone. Body or soul, heart or bones.
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(it being, attraction, sex, communication, bonding, humanity. like dazai had flipped a switch of curiosity and misunderstanding altogether. truth be told, the kiss didn't solve anything, but to dazai, it made him happy regardless. he had WORKED for it, and now it came that easy? the world is truly unharmonious.)
I've been in restrains in hospitals my entire life, do you truly think I haven't done worse to myself?
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perhaps being shot had been good for him.
there may have been, something in the way dazai looked at him that day on the bridge that caused fyodor to kiss him. it hadn't been experienced or soft or what kisses were supposed to be; that is perhaps why he wants to take it back. he's not thinking of trying again, the answer...
his eyes sweep over dazai. ] There are different ways of injuring someone. Body or soul, heart or bones.